It's been the reason to come see you that only brings feelingfeelings back to me that i dontI don't need to have. weWe will never be, and iyet I can't seem to grasp that, and after you ignored the shit out of me last week iI told my self that was the last time. and iI really need to let go of you for good and stop hoping and praying for a fantasy. iI love you and iveI've said this so many times, but iI really need to move on. imI'm at a happy place; iI just want you to be a part of it so badbadly.